Good Morning
One of my posts recently was about my bedtime routine. Of overcoming physical pain in order to get to sleep. On the weekend I managed to open up a bit about my morning routine. A lot of things highlighted about parentification of children in a narcissistic household. I say household as the word family isn't really accurate. So here is the routine. Remember I wasn't an adult. I left this environment when I was 17 years old. This was from around 10 until 17. If you're remembering back to Mum being up early doing things for you then I'm genuinely happy for you. Alarm clock goes off - 6am every day, but not really sure why I bothered as I always woke up before it. This way I could get in the shower without risking anyone walking in. There was no privacy in the shower because apparently it was normal to have a chat. I didn't feel normal when that happened. Comments about how big her waist was at that age always seemed to come out to reinforce my feeli...